The lyrics for them
Thursday, October 26, 2006, Thursday, October 26, 2006
20 Dischanger - I Won't Fall For You (2006)

we are back to where we started
i'm so lost and confused should i stay or should i go away
a million times you say you're sorry
its a meaningless word that u used on me time and time again

silent screams escape my lips
i feel there's nothing more that i can do
i'm trapped in a cage and i'm on my own
i just saw the beast
i tried to shout the silence away
the harder i try the harder i fall
i saw it coming again
and the beast is you

as the light unfolds the darkness beneath
i saw something i wished i've never seen
amongst the piles of memories
deliniation of you

i wont fall, i wont fall for you again
this love just caused me so much pain
i promised myself to never let me down
i wont fall, i wont fall for you again
this love just caused me so much pain
i promised myself to never let me down

Its not fer you MISS CHUBBY

My Own
Friday, October 20, 2006, Friday, October 20, 2006
hell o, hmm sorry for the changing of blog backgroundand didn't update my blog hmm was kinda hehe MALAS nak update arr asik main dragon fable hehe so let get it started yeah.

well,yesterday pick her from skul hehe at 330 and yesh i did take a taxi everytime i wanna meet her haha malas nak naik bus banayk duit kate kan tapi kerje nyer tidak hahha. I wanna werk but no fren arr anyone wanna werk haha. Back to meetin her, i sat down under the block our normal meetin place haha tgu dier den dier dtg pki tudung hehe hmm at first i mcm tk biase arr but on the way tk kisah lah dh syg nak uat ape kan biasekan ajer lah hehe. Went to shoppin she wanna buy her bag and mom's chipit Rambot hehe her mom lah hmm samapi kedai dier haiyoo bnyak lah dier nak beli tulah aper nak tapi tk pki hehe.

Naik bus alik hmm dlm bus as usual she will kacau me den i do it back haha kecoh seh she main ngn her so call jambol haha (tudung). drop at admirallty buy makanan for her mom den walk home hmm pnat but hehe tk kisah arr
she reach home at 630 den i go home at that time hmm bt i walk all the way to mrt station haha nak buy drink but malas arr hehe so i go on dah naik mrt. Dah azan hmm i didn't buke until i reach home haha balik umah first i drink water den mkn ...

today well nothin much arr and gtg dh buke hehhe bye

Prove to me my thinking is wrong
Tuesday, October 10, 2006, Tuesday, October 10, 2006


Do you feel?
Feel the way I feel
Do you believe in the lies that I told?
Do you love?
Love the way I loved
Are you feeling the peace that I know

Do you believe?
Or do you feel the same and want me to go?
Coz I don't know if I can be the same and be this sane
Do you believe?
Or do you feel the same and want me to go?
Coz I don't know you anymore

Do you feel?
Feel the way I feel
Are you feeling the life that I told?
Do you love?
Love the way I loved
Are you feeling the peace that I've shown

Do you believe?
Or do you feel the same and want me to go?
Coz I don't know if I can be the same and be this sane
Do you believe?
Or do you feel the same and want me to go?
Coz I don't know you anymore

As the paper burn to ashes
Monday, October 09, 2006, Monday, October 09, 2006



as all of us go our own way. We still contact each other, Edwin has leave singapore and goin to newzealand to be with his beloved mother and we all know he miss his mother hmm

Today we went to airport to see him, woow he change hair style and colour his hair haha gold haha he look like jepanese haha hmm den he boardin at 7 if we were early he wanna treat us eat but then not much time hmm but he give us 20 dollars hmm he wanted to give more then we say no. He need his money for his way to malbonre hehe if salah spellin sorry.. den new zealand haha...

give him sake and wave to him then wait for him to check his passport haha hmm well after that we go eat and we cheer ourselfs up haha eat at mac ...

Edwin where ever you are please read my blog arr and please chat with me aite
As we are brother from diff mother and father haha.. Take care

SUEY BROTHERS FOR LIFE

wipe my tears as i cry
Friday, October 06, 2006, Friday, October 06, 2006
On wednesday, went out with her and frenz hmm was kinda fun when to bugis she wanna buy her things but to bad kedai tutup hmm so we decide where to berbuke den ist at city plaza mkn kat maner enth aku pon lupe hehe ... i eat fish and chip haha so2 crispy haha den jln2 at geylang nak carik baju raye hehe..

then alik at 930 as all of us i guess were so tired hehe and sleepy.send her home naik 913 hmm when ever it is time to send her home i start to be so moody hmm becoz i'm gonna miss her so badly. Sat in the bus hmm hold her tightly and hug her hmm drop from bus den send her to the lift hmm i miss her so much, its the time to let her go home as it late and i have to go cause the last train is at 1140 i think ...hmm

Today wee,
finish n level and the maths paper 2 is so freakin hard so hard as i kinda like wanna burst my head hmm den think abt her well i try my besh to do those questions..
frenz plan to torn as its fasting month i didn't go hmm so i think only abt 10 person goin haha its like a whole group of mat, punk rocker and maklazz haha ...

I didn't bcoz i miss her so much and so guys..


she wipe my tears as the night takes over